Thursday, June 11, 2009

Long time no write

Hi all sorry I haven't blogged in awhile. I also haven't said anything about me being pregnant because I am scared and paranoid. I am 17 weeks pregnant and due in Nov. but will be induced early. We are trying to keep a postive attitude. Andrew thinks we are having a girl because when we went to the doctor on June 5th the baby was moving so much that the midwife was having a tough time getting the heartbeat. A friend of mine thinks we are having a boy who knows. I don't care has long as it comes out breathing and healthy. We have decided not to find out the sex with this child too because I am to scared that they are going to say it is a boy and that we won't be able to have him like we weren't able to keep Justin. So that is what have been up with us here. We have an ultrasound on Monday so we get to see the baby which I am excited about. We are going to my liver specialist tomorrow which is nerve wrecking but it is a check in I think to make sure enyzmes are ok and I am feeling good.
Talk to you all soon.

1 comment:

  1. Congratulations! Hope all went well at the ultrasound and your liver specialist. It is scary being pregnant after losing a baby. I got incredibly anxious as each doctor's appointment approached (with a low-grade level of anxiety in between). Your baby will know that he or she is loved despite whatever fear or sadness you carry during your pregnancy. I hope all is goign well and look forward to updates.