Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Today wasn't to bad going to work, but while at work I met a baby boy named Matthew. This got my thinking of what Justin would have looked like at that age of 2 months and it made me a little sad. We have another little boy named Dylan which is the same age as Justin would have been and it is nice to see him grow but also gets me thinking how Justin would be growing and learning new things. Life is a rollercoaster and there is a lot of triggers that makes me sad but I am not one to show it to people other then my family or close friends. I am looking forward to going to the support group tomorrow to talk to other people that are dealing with the same loss.

Monday, February 23, 2009

I was 37 weeks pregnant and everything looked good. Went in for an ultrasound the morning of May 8th and everything was fine to be induced the next day because of interhepatic choysistis of pregancy which couldn't be officially diaginoised. I went into labor that after and lost Justin at 5:05pm on May 8th. They don't really know why he passed away and the doctors say I have the same chance as everyone else to have another stillbirth. My husband and I are trying again to have a child but haven't been successful in getting pregnant. We miss Justin very much and talk about him to anyone that will listen.