Today wasn't to bad going to work, but while at work I met a baby boy named Matthew. This got my thinking of what Justin would have looked like at that age of 2 months and it made me a little sad. We have another little boy named Dylan which is the same age as Justin would have been and it is nice to see him grow but also gets me thinking how Justin would be growing and learning new things. Life is a rollercoaster and there is a lot of triggers that makes me sad but I am not one to show it to people other then my family or close friends. I am looking forward to going to the support group tomorrow to talk to other people that are dealing with the same loss.